Venus Rx to Natal Chiron

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I'm currently undergoing Venus Rx conjunct my natal Chiron in the 12th house in Taurus and opposite my natal Uranus/Jupiter conjunction in Scorpio. I'm experiencing a resurfacing of early traumatic memories of hiding my identity and not feeling attractive to any of my peers due to indentifying as queer. Hurtful memories of experiencing myself as isolated and secluded are causing me to slip into a depression. Although part of me knows that as an adult I have much support to identify authentically, I find myself perceiving my intimate partner as unattracted to me.
"In essence all is non-dual and non-dwelling. Know that all things are like this."

Chod